Sunday, May 17, 2009, 6:51 PM
optimistic
wasn't myself this few days, was quite depressed. been thru lots of stuff, but i know i wasn't alone. Just that another level, another challenge. was quite discourage by people's word, what to do? only persevere. tried to be optimistic, i need a fresh touch. seriously can i hang on & run to the last lap of my race? sometimes i think i ain't a qualified cgc, lots of people out there are much potential then me. why did God selected me? do i deserve it? or i need a break? i want to say is use me to do greater things. can i? would you ever use me? i know there's more i can do instead of laying elsewhere. sigh.
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